really sien d......feel like wan to go kill myself

I reali feel like I am a useless trash la.....everything I had now is really sux....haiz just dunno y la....friends will always there for me??naa dun think so no ppl with be with me wan la friends oh heng dai oh.....= =|||.....I now cannot find a person to tell him/her all my stress now la really damn fan and felt so helpless...I use to have some friends to share my stress with but not better dun tell them la....really useless la like now I miss tht girl so damn much but haiz she will never be mine la I really dun understand lo y can't this happen on my study le if really happen I would remember all noted and won't forget and also score straight A....but I happen on her haiz...one more thing my friend just cpl back again with her ex so nice but me haiz....really wan to to commit suceide la....everything also not on my side onli back luck is on my side....really hope got ppl care about me.....